at the library writing revisions in my thesis, facing a window looking at the backs of houses. the tree buds when illuminated by the sun are neon. listening to extremely relaxing amazing ambient album and wearing my favourite sandalwood perfume. stressed about money but i think it will be ok.

i finished my queen size quilt and it’s on my bed now!!!!! i made my friends look at it before we ate dinner

i want to start the next one and i think it will be a north star pattern one….blue background, lighter blue stars, and perhaps different colour squares in the centre of the stars…yes!

having friends over to my apartment more and i realize now how important it is to always have a little snack in the cupboard

also always need to have a bag of pierogies or dumplings in the freezer

and slippers for guests

and a bigger table to seat more people

<3

remembering the most beautiful hibiscus plant i saw yesterday while waiting in line for ice cream. petals tumbling out looking delicate and formidable..

PMS makes me feel so lonely and insecure that every month i have this big reckoning with myself, re-evaluating my choices and wondering what i need to change, at the same time i guess it’s good to feel change and transformation on a regular basis even if its painful

confronted again with the weird siblingy frustrating unspoken My brilliant Friend style dynamic i have with my friend of six years .. i should just let it go but i don’t know how

so sad that we get to read nicely formatted journal articles through our whole degree and then our actual dissertations are submitted in fugly double spaced times new roman with no formatting :|

would loooove to spend time in indesign or something making mine look nice….

went to the new transfeminist bookstore cafe cooperative in my neighbourhood (i feel so lucky) and talked to the founder about transfeminist philosophy for like 10 minutes :D

networking with an organization i think is really cool giving me sweats and heart palpitations like a crush. locked into the grindset or whatever. ew!

considering moving into my dream apartment with my friend but feeling incredibly heartbroken about moving away from my dear friend who i live with now … at least i am lucky to have so much love &opportunity!

medically urgently need to drive around the eastern townships and vermont with the love of my life

realizing at the age of 25 that life is better when you plan and act on things that you want to happen rather than waiting for them to happen to you…….

2 beers down with a friend now eating kimchi from the jar while cooking sausages on the stove….i have to say i love my bachelor meals